Ness. Way too much hope in one girl for this shitty world..

One thing after another…man fuck today. Even my shoe broke mid shift…limping around like a dumbass during lunch rush. Fuck.

Eight years ago… My life was altered. I lost my best friend, and my world. I wish I could go one year without people changing their Facebook pictures and writing status’ about how much they wish she was here, but I can’t. I’m drunk mom I’m sorry and I miss you. The years don’t change a thing.

No bunny likes me I keep joining conversations and everyone just kinda withers away….. wtf I want to be home.

Getting ready to submit for an upcoming show, I would wait til the last day.

Yesterday.

I’m so over my job

My boss is being a total cunt… As soon as I got here he started cussing in Greek. Has been an ass this entire shift. He told my coworker that he doesn’t want me in the kitchen after I’ve been running around like a chicken with no head… Fuck this shit. I need a new job. Fuck fuck fuck. Fuck.

Happy Valentines day to my one and only and my best friend<3 

Happy Valentines day to my one and only and my best friend<3 

I’ve found it hard to trust people as i get older…I have so many secrets….pains…fears….and no one to share them with.

nhjojola:

Vanessa and Me /  2013
I always forget about the self timer. 

I always forget how much I like you

nhjojola:

Vanessa and Me /  2013

I always forget about the self timer. 

I always forget how much I like you